
The new toy I got after braving the Sitex crowd. Finally, I can backup stuff on something other than a stack of DVDs.

The new toy I got after braving the Sitex crowd. Finally, I can backup stuff on something other than a stack of DVDs.
there’s a certain feeling i’m trying to describe. the kind you feel when you get betrayed by someone who’s betrayed your trust once before but you someone decide to give a second chance and trust again.
it makes you feel stupid for trusting again.
makes you feel angry for having the trust betrayed.
it makes you feel disappointed because it’s someone you care about enough to give a second chance.
and it all happens at the same time.
“Nature’s rhythm is cyclical. Everything alive waxes and wanes. If you’re smart, you honor that flow by periodically letting parts of your world wither or go to sleep. If you’re not so smart, you set yourself up for needless pain by indulging in the delusion that you can enjoy uninterrupted growth. According to my reading of the astrological omens, Gemini, this is your time to explore the creative possibilities of ebbing and slackening. Ask yourself the following question, which i’ve borrowed from the Jungian author Clarissa Pinkola Estes: “What must I allow to die today in order to generate more life tomorrow?”
it’s been a really long time since i spent time on my own. sitting here with a cup of coffee and my book, it’s really rather peaceful.
i need more times like these.
The future is uncertain. And maybe that’s where the beauty lies.
Because in that uncertainty resides the fear of tragedy and the hope that our wildest dreams may come true…