It’s interesting how after I’ve sorted out my feelings for her, a part of me actually wants to take less risk because I’d like to be able to provide some level of security, not for me, but for her. I suppose this is what happens to most people but with much greater magnitude( since I technically haven’t told her how I’ve had feelings for her and hence am not even sure if we’d end up as an item ).
So much of my life needs sorting out…